All That Remains (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Carlino)
Powerlines...
Steel webs confine, violating the brownish sky
Hard grey smothers, earth, like cancer
Cracks revealing, ground below
Broken and bleeding...every seed...every stone
I know the feeling loss of control
Voice of reason slips away
Eyes staring back at me so dark so cold
Reflecting all that remains
Who can tell the torture of the soul?
Is it wrong...you tell me is it wrong...
To close your eyes...to sleep forever?
I know the feeling loss of control
Voice of reason slips away
Eyes staring back at me so dark so cold
Reflecting all that remains
Can you hear me?
Don't walk away (don't walk away)
Help me...please
Betrayed (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Carlino)
Why did you do this to me?
Why?...Why?
When the night comes
Run away
When the night fall calls out your name
(Come with me)
The lust you feel
Has caused pain
Silent in the morning light
Go home to your betrayed
Buy yourself a couple of whores
We don't need another hero!
When the night comes
Run and hide
When the night comes
Get inside
It belongs to the betrayed
Who can't decide
To live or die
Something's on their minds...
It don't matter
They're just killing time
I don't need a...???...another hero, not tonight
I like the way the knife feels in your back!
Words fall between us
Lying in the dust (no trust)
Their shadows cover us (no trust)
Recite this pledge together
Swear your soul forever
In no one, nothing
Can we...trust
Suck me strangely
Come on give it to me
Suck me (strangely?)...???...
Slam me down!
Without mercy
Without pity
We silently stalk
The streets of the city
Without mercy
Without pity
We silently stalk
The streets of the city (looking for you!)
I am betrayed
I am betrayed
And you will...feel...my rage
I am betrayed
I am betrayed
And you will...feel...my rage
You fucking goddamn king of the world
Emily (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Carlino)
"I'd do anything to survive" (to survive...to survive)
I don't really think about it too much
I just close my eyes
Question is...big man...pig man (?)...would you...
Get down on your knees to survive?
Nocturnal shades of blue dance before her eyes
And call to me...pleading please...don't lie
In her darkest hour
Emily knows
The fate of whores...
Who lie down... (lie down)
And swear the sacred words
She said
"Love was just something I did to survive"
"Love was just something I gave to you to get by"
Like a circus clown with her painted frown
Sun going down... (harvest!)
Where will you run to now?
You've betrayed all...who cared (with your harvest!)
"Love was just something I did to survive"
"Love was just something I gave to you to get by"
It never changes
It goes round
And round
Round
And round
And round!
You've got the need I got...you suck me or you rot...
Go ahead and rot!
"Love was just something I did to survive"
"Love was just something I gave to you to get by"
"Love was just something I did to survive"
"Love was just something I gave to you to get by"
To survive
(...Spoken foreign language parts...anyone?...)
"I was just trying to survive in your wicked world"
Red to Grey (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Carlino)
There's something troubling in your eyes...but I've seen it before (?)
She calls out to you
From behind sin's doorway
Her 13 years have left her
So calloused, so diseased...
Oh but she's begging you
Like you wish your daughter would...
(Half a world...away)
Betrayal fills her eyes
It's the sick of the unkind years...
And scars...scars...start to form...start to form
A tangled web of Shame
Across her bleeding, tortured flesh
But you want...more...you want more
So take her down with you
Beneath the crimson tide
Slip silently...under the water
Remember...no pain
Lost in this rapture
Together
You're running fast
From the past
But it's freeze framed
You can't see what's beyond
Her voice keeps echoing...your name...
You keep remembering
The world so cold to you
You get what you gave
The world so cold it's true
When the red...turns...to...grey
When she's on her knees...she's saying a prayer for me
(Oh father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name)
And through the frenzied feed...she's saying a prayer for me
(Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep)
And though the waiting tide offered her sanctuary...
(Pray the lord my soul to keep)
I know
I know, somewhere...she's saying a prayer for me
(Pray the lord my soul to keep)
When she's on her knees...she's saying a prayer for me
And through the frenzied feed...she's saying a prayer for me
(Now I lay her down to sleep, pray the lord my soul to keep)
And though the waiting tide offered her sanctuary...
I know
Somewhere she's saying a prayer for me
(...???...)
She just needed...someone...to love her...
She just needed one kind...word...
Crawling...calling...across your memories
Torture you
Diseased (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Carlino)
Cold wars...genocide...
Slavery of man
Third world poverty...multimillionaires
Mass starvation, but don't be alarmed
That part of the population...doesn't matter much anyway
Blood drunk like water
Now no more rain
No more victims for the altar
In the temple of decay
Watch the frightened refugee seeking sanctuary
His government wants him dead...
He has no choice
Blood drunk like water
Now no more rain
No more victims for the altar
In the temple of decay
Old woman in the gutter
Just barely alive
The crowd turns...looks away
They never ask why
Blood drunk like water
Now no more rain
No more victims for the altar
In the temple of decay
Why...are we...DISEASED?
Wasted Time (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Carlino)
Words can't say
The way I feel
Words can't...save me
Faith has been broken
And I'm no longer blind
Faith has been broken
Time...after time
Harsh words are spoken
By those who deny
Harsh words are spoken
Lies! Always lies!
He whispered, "be kind to me
Come kill me one more time"
But I stand with bitter rage"
Why? Tell me why!
Oh, oh...(Don't it all?)
Why? Don't let go!
Oh, the pain's much too...???
You're holding on to the pain
Holding on, watch life fade
You're holding on to the past
Let it go...it's wasted time
Wasted time!
Gotta let it go...go...go...go...go...go...
...???...
I can't see through delusion
Oh I'm dying
Isn't life strange
When you live in a lie
Oh...when you're holding on an on and on...
You're holding on to the pain
Holding on, watch life fade
You're holding on to the past
Let it go...wasted time
Time!
Time!
Time!
Gotta let go...
Love's Death (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Carlino)
Whispers in the darkness
Cold lies burn like fire
Page turns slowly...fading the flame of desire
Unholy flame of desire
Down upon your knees
Liar!
Begging baby...please...say please
Love's death is a slow death
Is a quick death
But once it's over
It's over
Fate's hand is a cold hand
Is a sly hand, is the hand on your shoulder
But now you're older
You come crawling down upon your knees
Liar!
You come crawling begging...baby...please
Love's death is a slow death
Is a quick death
But once it's over
It's really over
Fate's hand is a cold hand
Is a sly hand, is the hand on your shoulder
But now you're older
You come crawling down upon your knees
Liar!
You come crawling begging...baby...please
You come crawling 'cause I got whatcha need
Liar
You come crawling begging me...baby...please...
White Door (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Carlino)
That which does not kill us
Makes us stronger
That which does not kill us
Makes us stronger...stronger...stronger
She stood there waiting...
Destined to fail
I see...
A white door...up in the sky
I see a white door
See him laughing
See him cry
See him laughing
See him lie
I see a white door
Now all they do is laughing
I see a white door
Way up in the sky!
On the other side
It's open...why?
Genocide...
It's open...but it...please you now
...???...suffer
Bye bye!
Don't you get down on your knees for no-one!
She died on her way up...
She's not here anymore! She cried
White door...in the sky!
Don't cry!
As you go under...as you go down
Under the ocean...under the ocean
You reach out...you reach out
For something...for something
To believe...to believe
Doubt nothing
Be not deceived
It's so cold on the other side
She's not here anymore
Liar
No it felt good
Felt good...inside
it felt good
It touched me
I've known love...
Happens all the night too
No compromise
That which does not kill us
Makes us stronger...swimmers
Oh my god...the torture chamber...
Drift (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Carlino)
Do you ever think about tomorrow?
Do you ever think about...yesterday?
Do you ever feel...sorrow?
Over what you've let...
Drift...away?
Drift...away?
Oh my...
(Some backwards spoken words)
Lie alone rotting...
Calling out for compassion...
For a final act...
They'll gladly pay...
You know you're just another...
Broken brother...
A Scarred sister...
No one will ever miss you...anyway
Do you ever think about the other side?
And who's waiting for you there?
I'll be waiting for you, dear
When they suck...you in!
Waiting for the door to be kicked in
Waiting for the head to hit the ground
Waiting...for my heart to stop beating
Yesterday is dead and gone
Tomorrow is out of sight
It's so sad to be alone
Help me make it...through the night
You're lost...in the drift
That's what you want, isn't it?
You're lost...in the drift
I wish you luck...in the drift
You're lost...in the drift
That's fucking tough, isn't it?
You're lost...in the drift
That's fucking tough, isn't it?
You're lost...in the drift
That's all you want, isn't it?
You're lost...in the drift
You get what you gave, yes
You don't fuck with me there!
(Religious speech samples)
I need to feel something...
Real! (throughout this, there's more religious speech snippets)
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Real!
Beyond the Veil (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Michael)
Remember the night that you left me
Battered and so all alone
What was the force
Did possess me
And taking me so far beyond?
So far beyond
Beyond
Beyond the veil
Beyond
Beyond the veil
Remember the power
Of darkness
Remember the strength of my will
And nothing on earth's gonna stop me
Once I am homed in for the kill
Beyond
Beyond the veil
Beyond
Beyond the veil
Yeah...
Like the unholy alliance
Between the moth and the flame
The winds of destruction still call you
You still hear them calling your name
Beyond
Beyond the veil
Beyond
Beyond the veil
So far beyond
Beyond
Beyond the veil
Beyond
Beyond the veil
Cloud Chamber (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Michael/Crosby)
Lost among the lonely
Deep as ocean wide
I mention the unfolding
And they suck at my disgrace
I am damaged now and showing
And vultures fill the skies
And sizing up my desperation
It smells like something's died
Even now
When I'm alone
I'd scream but I'm afraid...
I'm afraid...
Only devil's arms to hold me
They seem an ocean wide
Can't you hear me?
Don't you know that I'm sinking?
As the cloud chamber starts to rise
Your love's in vain
When it comes down
Give us complete surrender
Your love's in vain
But baby don't wait too long
No! Baby don't wait too long!
Only devil's arms to hold me
Inside something has died
I can't feel you near
I don't know what I'm thinking
Cloud Chambers in my eyes
No religion
No salvation
No redemption
Cause nothing matters
Your love's in vain
When it comes down
Give us complete surrender
Your love's in vain
When it comes down
Give in complete surrender
Your love's in vain
Swine Song (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Michael)
Mine...is redemption
And I...have waited for so long
Nigh is redemption
And I've waited for so long
The seven ways to sorrow
I must leave behind
The lie I lived had me so low, so long
The words of the swine keep raping me
"I must submit, I must deny"
No!
Mind is dying faster
Than the stone
Waiting for an answer
Getting old
Do you feel anger?
Will you ever know?
Waiting for an answer never told
Now my heart is beating faster...
(Far away from what I'm after)
Nigh is redemption
And I have waited for too long
The seven ways to sorrow
I have left behind;
And the lie I lived had me so long, so low
The worms and the swine I no longer hear
I must admit I feel fine!
Mind is dying faster
Than the soul
Waiting for an answer
Getting old
Do you feel anger?
Will you ever know?
Waiting for an answer
Never told?
...???...
Burnt (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Grden/Bobzien)
Through the veil of flesh
Innocence of a kind
Cast my pearls for the swine
I'm withered another day
Yeah
Spoken words (David Koresh)
Through the veil of flesh
Getting too late to deny
Years go by I'm so cold...
I'm bought and sold
Withered another day
(I'm bought and sold)
Burnt
Burnt
Burnt another day
Burnt
Know the enemy!
Years take us over...yeah
The years
The years take us...where we're taken over...
Again
Through the veil of flesh
Drowning in misery
Cast my pearls for the swine
I'm withered another day
And I say
Come on motherfucker
You're the enemy
Come on motherfucker
Won't be the end of me
Feed Time (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Michael)
Download in her face!
Lord...the fear's alive
Get up won't you see
Fool...on your knees...
Now get down and crawl
Get through the night
A new city
Not to bleed
No more to give pity
Other three were just waiting
So sure...gonna die
Feed boys take a bite
Eat my skin
God damn out of their minds again
Feel fine off the wagon
All nightmare
Feed time feast my flesh
By the ones I've hated
Are you one I should resist?
Everything's changing
Look what we've become
Everything's changing
Look what we've become
Then you cry wolf again
Then always...run and hide
You've been praying on your knees again
That I...won't survive
Feed boys take a bite
Eat the skin
Drive them out of their minds again
I feel fine off the wagon
All night man
Feed time feast my flesh
By the ones I've hated
Mercy (a.k.a. Chris's Song) (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Kalandras)
Yeah
Yeah
A whore before
So punish me
I deserve it
Come on down and bring the wrath
A whore before
So punish me
I deserve it
Come on down and bring the wrath
I gave into the pleasure
With spirits I danced
I gave into the pleasure
Now I'm gone
Holy God have you mercy?
I deserve it
Bring it now and show the path
Gave into the pleasure
Some spirits lay dead
Gave into the pleasure
Now I'm gone!
Now I'm gone!
Gone!
Now I'm gone!
Now I'm gone!
Gone!
Gone!
Gone!
Gone gone!
I'm gone!
Gone!
I'm gone!
Gone!
Bring it down
Gave into the pleasure
Some spirits lay dead
I gave into the pleasure
I gave into the pleasure
Have you mercy?
I deserve it
Bring it now and show the path
Santismo (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Hefner)
Why? Why? Why?
Black heart rise
In the fog of waking dream
Crawling from the face you fear
Life ain't really what it seems
Living on your hands and knees
It takes you over
Over and over
You come so near
Bitter and older
The pictures clear
Where were you
When the worthless came?
Brought a new
Bitter world of shame
Every night a broken dream
In the sun avoid a mirror
"You're the only one to blame"
Spreads across the face of fiends
Who take you over
Over and over
The sacrifice in vain
The demon feels no hunger
Til he smells the blood in your veins
Would you like to see it...
From the corner of all sides?
Would you believe it?
Human sacrifice
Would you like to see it...
From the corner of all sides?
Would you believe it?
Human sacrifice
Would you like to see it
From the corner of your mind?
Would you like to be my
Human sacrifice?
Why? Why? Why?
U.V. (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Michael)
Here alone I travel
On my hands and knees
All alone I crawl out
Always aimed to please
Dogs are on my trail
He wants to plant his seed
Wants to sow some sorrow
Make it sting
But he won't find me
Don't forget ya daughter
Faithful to the trine
Don't forget ya daughter
The battly cry
Cause it's battle time
Fear takes over
Running round your mind
Nowhere to hide!
Now the taken over
Have got you in their sights
Too late...to hide
A morning will come
And you will come to know
The first Ultra Violet rays of the sun
Oh the first Ultra Violet rays of the sun
Burn everyone
You know you pushed
It too far
Fool, fool, fool, fool
You pushed it too far
Will of Evil (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Michael/Crosby)
Spoken words (Eileen Wornous)
Lies!
Lies!
Lies!
See the swine stalking
New stranger in the town
Smell the blood pumping
Signal fires soon be burning bright
They push push push with cigarette
Burning lies into sound
Give the names you go free
You get your turn when the word gets around
It's just the will of evil
It's just the will of evil
And nothing standing in its way
Underneath the ground
Four stories down
Feeding swine have bit me
The poor me though I've done nothing wrong
They push push push with cigarette
Burning lies into sound
And spread the man made disease
Sickle cell and aids above the ground
It's just the will of evil
It's just the will of evil
And nothing standing in its way
How'd it get this way?
Is the lost one feeding in the night?
Is the lost one feeding underground?
Got to feed...
"What were you arrested for?"
"Prostitution"
...the monkeys
Who feed on...
"What are you addicted to?"
"Everything"
...the junkies
"When was the last time you fixed?"
When was the last time you fixed, you bitch!
Everything's changing
Everything's changing
Everything's changing
Everything's changing
Strippers stalked and set up
Whores without a chance
They don't mind or nothing
I heard 'em singing yesterday
It's just the will of evil
It's just the will of evil
And nothing standing in its way
Worms (Lyrics: Crosby; Music: Michael)
Worms breeding...underground
Worms take you down
Worms feeding
And now you know
Worms break you down
I don't give a fuck
I don't need that luck
I don't wanna try
I don't know what's real
I don't know what to feel
I just wanna get high
Yeah I'm outta luck
I don't give a fuck
I don't wanna try
I don't know what's real
I don't know what to feel
I just wanna get high
And withdrawal is slow man
Worms breeding...all around
Worms take you down
I don't wanna get hooked
I don't wanna get took
I don't wanna cry
I don't need to kill
I don't need that thrill
I just wanna get high
I don't wanna fuck
I don't need that luck
I don't wanna die
I don't know what's real
I don't know what to feel
I just wanna get high
I wanna know...why?
And withdrawal is slow man
And withdrawal is slow!
Worms!
Worms breeding...all around
Worms take you down
I don't wanna get hooked
I don't wanna get took
I don't wanna cry
I don't need to kill
I don't need that thrill
I just wanna get high
I don't need your fuck
I don't need that luck
I don't wanna die
I don't know what's real
I don't know what to feel
I just wanna get high
And withdrawal is slow man
"Bring it down"
Yeah
Come on
Calm down
Bring it on down
Damage took a destiny
It's over, oh yeah?
"When you've taken all you can take
Then it can be over, oh yeah"
Come on!
Calm down
Bring it on down
Yeah...